Fuckin blah

I'm glad that I bought my Gmail account on Ebay for $38 when I did, because the ones for sale there now are $75 to $100, and those auctions aren't even over yet! I was starting to feel a little bit bad about paying so much for my account, until I saw that. People go nuts on Ebay sometimes, especially with some of the other stuff that I'm trying to get from on there. Not going to say what it is, since I don't want some jack off to go there and drive the prices up even more!

My three days off in a row has pretty much been a bust, since I really haven't got anything accomplished. I was hoping to go get hair extensions put in, but I just haven't been able to wake up and get out of the house at a decent time. I've been feeling really tired and laggy recently, even when I get enough sleep. I need to go back to the doctor and make sure that precancer stuff hasn't come back, since I haven't had that test done for many years. Hell, it could have came back and developed into cancer by now.

I'm trying to figure out what to do tonight. I went out with my friend last night, and we had a lot of fun, even though I felt like shit through most of the night. I don't know if I should go out tonight and concentrate on talking to new people, or if I should stay here and play on the internet all night. The night goes by slower whenever I am here, which could or could not be a good thing. It would be worth going out if I met someone really cool... or lickable.

I was thinking about Ben Affleck before I went to bed last night, but then I ended up having a dream about my exboyfriend (James). How fucked up is that? I have a hard time sleeping, so I have to think about something pleasant, otherwise I will think about all of the little things that bother me and make it so I can't sleep. Even my dreams are giving me a bunch of bullshit, except for the one about Ben Affleck the other night.