Rescue Me

Jezus cripes, I am soooo fucking tired. I haven't been this tired for a long ass time. I even got off of work early tonight, but I couldn't do shit, that's how tired I am/was. I probably should have went to Athens, since I don't think that I'm going to get to go until probably Monday, or a small chance of going on Saturday night.

I should have went out with this guy that called me on Tuesday night, a guy that I went out with long ago. I hung out with him a little on Tuesday night, he's really changed since the last time I saw him. He's lost tons of weight, doesn't drink, and doesn't do drugs anymore. He used to be hooked on pain meds, but he's been clean for over five months.

It seemed that we talked about once a year, for a week or two at a time, then we'd lose contact. It was because of all of the drugs, we just lost contact because I don't like that type of shit and he had a short attention span while on drugs. Ya never know, things might work out this time. He has a good job, he looks good, has a truck, and is very sweet.

Before I forget, I'm drinking the new Coke C2, and it tastes like shiiiiit.

Also, the best new show on tv is Rescue Me. Denis Leary is the fucking bomb. This show is about the FDNY, and is a part drama and part comedy type of thing. Denis does a shockingly good job at the drama, considering that he is a standup comedian and comedic actor. He's also a Leo (born August 18th), so you know he fucking rocks. Anyway, this show is now on my list of show that I have to watch or record every week.

The usual Sunday stuff

Aaah, it's ass late, and I finally got all of my tv watchin done. I had to watch Thelma & Louise, since it was on tv and has Michael Madsen (from Reservoir Dogs) in it. He fuckin hot, I love guys with black hair that sticks up in the air. After that, I had to watch Dead Zone and The 4400, which I had to tape since I was at work. They fucking rocked, I love those shows. They always seem to bring out my emotional side, too. I need to go watch Reservoir Dogs and get that mushy shit out of my head.

Anyway, I'm glad that I have a couple of days off, work was fucking horrible tonight (last night, whatever). Time to kick back and relax for a bit, try to get some shit done, for once. Maybe I'll actually get my new layout up and moved to the new server. It'll take a couple of days for the dns to move, but still, at least I'll have it ready to go. Gotta go socialize, find some interesting people (guys) to talk to. My hormones are all kicking in, as usual. The more I get, the more I want, though I haven't been getting much recently.

Trip stress

Planning the vegas trip is about to drive me insane! It's so hard
to get a return flight at the time that I want it. The cheapest
flights leave at 1am of the morning that I want to leave. 1
fucking am, who the fuck leaves town at that fucking time? If you
leave the time that you want to (at about 1pm), it costs you $50
more! It's not much of a problem for me, but my friend Kevin is
going to go with me, so I don't want to run the cost up on him because
of flight times!

I
still haven't got around to fully finishing the layout for the new
version on this site, though I do have all of the graphics work done.
You're going to love it, it's simple, yet somewhat complex. I've been
so tired recently, it's even hard for me to drag my ass out to the bar
once or twice a week. I wouldn't have a problem if the bar wasn't so
fucking far away, this town really sucks, too bad I have to go to
another town just to get to a decent bar. I can't wait to go on
vacation... aaaah.

The 4400

Holy fucking shit, did anyone else watch The 4400 last night? That is going to be the best mini-series ever! I think that it's only got five more eps to go, and that's such a shame, they could probably do at least a whole season out of it before it got old. If you haven't watched it, I suggest that you catch the rerun of it, and then see the new one when it comes out on Sunday. It comes on right before Dead Zone, so that makes two good shows in a row.

Speaking of Dead Zone, I saw the rerun of last weeks ep tonight. At the same time, The Breakfast Club was on another channel. It was weird to flip back and forth, looking at Anthony Michael Hall then and now. I haven't ever seen anyone go from such a geek to such a hottie, besides Chester from Linkin Park. The 4400 was on for two hours tonight, so Dead Zone wasn't on, but it'll be back next week.

I'm getting ready to make a new layout for the site, since I need to hurry up and get on that shit. I have a good idea of what it's going to look like, and have already picked out who it's going to feature, and have got the pics for it. Y'all are going to like it. It has to do with something that I am obsessed with right now.

I have a very obsessive personality, I've noticed that. It's gotten worse recently, so it seems. I get really into something for a while, then I change to another thing to get hooked on. People, movies, food- the list goes on and on. It's like I go balls out on whatever I happen to like at the time, an all or nothing type of deal. I'm 1000% behind or for the thing that I like right now.

More later, since I should be trying to sleep. I have today off, so I would like to get my hair cut at some point today, though I really doubt that's going to happen. I really need to start going to sleep earlier on my days off, and even on the days that I work, since I always seem to be tired... and unable to really do anything fun. I need to go out and socialize tonight, so I need my rest!

A little problem

Seems that there was a little hacking problem here, which I just found out about, so it looks like I'm going to have to use this template until I feel like fixing it. I'm a bit tired tonight, but I might do something about it. I'm moving to a different server very soon anyway, so I might just get the new template for that done tonight, then let the dns start propagating over the next couple of days.

I kinda know what I want the new layout to be, but I'm not sure how I'm going to go about doing it. Hell, I might change my mind and make it something totally different. I'm also going to be using a different cms, so that should be very cool. I'll transfer some of these posts over to it (manually), since I hate starting with a clean slate. It isn't good for the people that are just coming here for the first time, I like to have a few weeks worth of things for them to read.

In the zone

I dyed my hair on Tuesday night, and now I'm not really sure what color it is. It's supposed to be a honey brown type of color, but when you look at it in certain light, it looks like it's some sort of iridescent dark gray. It had an odd reaction with the color that was already in my hair, but I actually like the new color that it made. You know me, I like being different. I can't wait to get my hair cut when I wake up, I'm going to look superfly when I go out in the evening.

Did anyone see The Dead Zone the other night? I looove that show, and the ep the other night was fucking perfect! I can't believe how hot Anthony Michael Hall is, can you? Cripes, I can't believe how much of a dork he looked in The Breakfast Club and Sixteen Candles, then transformed into the 36 year old hottie that he is now! Gotdamn, he's totally fuckable now. I've been a horndog recently, so I've been having to push that out of my head while I'm trying to watch the show. Anyway, great show, Stephen King is great for letting them make it into a tv show. I didn't much like the original movie of it, but it was from back in 1983, and everything back then sucked anyway.

Moving right along, I'm not sure what I'm going to be doing until I go to sleep. I got off of work early, but decided to stay home, since I've been very tired for the last two days. I've been having problems getting to sleep, my overactive brain and all. Too much thinking, it's never good for ya! I could have went out, but I decided that I'll just do it up extra hard when I party on Thursday night, which is actually tonight- techincally. Not in a drinking type of way, since I don't want to be hungover, but in a social type of way. I'm going to light up the room, I tell ya!